A Fair thing?
It has been a better week emotionally for me-although i miss her badly,knowing my girlfriend is visiting next weekend has reduced the lonely,sad feelings i get a lot these days. Until today haha watching Avatar triggered a major set of sad emotions,after which some sleep was required. My parents instilled the hold it all in,be brave attitude.This condemned me to holding emotions in most of my life,but the last 12 months or so has seen an awakening,where i can't hold them in any longer!! As a result i feel great highs and lows,which is new for me but very enriching for relationships-as I can say how i feel with a clear mind,knowing i'm not kidding myself or anyone else. In the past i've shown what i'm supposed to feel,or even not showed any at all coz i never knew what i was feeling!!!I do know I love my gf very much,and she has the benefit of me overcoming many years of confusing emotional maelstroms.And as we look to plan our lives together this can only help our relationship remain strong and real-and something to enjoy and nurture....
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