Systematic Chaos

After 3 weeks of wistful longing and sadness,it was decided i would drive to Melbourne to see my lovely lady,whom i miss very much. Alas I decided to do this after a 7 hour shift starting at 1am,but love keeps you awake!! Being Valentines Day was an extra spur-who wants to be alone on the day the whole world treasures and spoils there loved peoples??? It was a blissful 3 nights and 2 days-I always treasure her company as she is so easy-going.kind and beautiful,and always will be.Leaving always makes me tearful-I have never felt such depth of feeling for anyone in my life,and it can take your breath away sometimes! As I live on my own its getting harder and harder to cope this way,as well as dealing with a dislike of my surroundings and hatred of my occupation. Things need to change!!!