Systematic Chaos

Was a great weekend spent visiting my beautiful girlfriend in melbourne!! After taking my first ever big plane flight (yes at 40) and successfully looking nonchalant to other passengers haha i arrived to a vast differenance in temperature and feel. I like being somewhere its not disgustingly hot(was 40 degrees when i left) and seeing a place with much more vibrance then poor ol adelaide can seem to muster. That being said i spent 4 wonderful days with my lady, who's company never ceases to restore my belief in unconditional love and a closeness of heart i've never experienced before!! She is amazing and its always sad to be leaving her. There begs the question why i'm not with her all the time. Family committments and job prospects make it hard but i am sure with time things will come together,and we'll be able to enjoy more time together when its right for both of us. And I can't wait!!!!!