Systematic Chaos

The more connections you and your lover make, not just between your bodies, but between your minds, your hearts, and your souls, the more you will strengthen the fabric of your relationship, and the more real moments you will experience together.
Barbara De Angelis

Today,while eating my lunch sitting in the truck at a shopping centre,a lovely older lady asked if i would mind lifting a 15kg bag of fertilizer out of her trolley into her car. Of course,I immediately obliged,and the deed was done in a matter of minutes,and I was thanked and all was sweet. Small as this gesture was,I felt good that I was actually asked. It raises the point that if asked-would most people jump up to help another? I'd like to think so! I quite often let other cars in front of me in traffic,or collect extra waste just as a gesture of good will. If everyone went that centimetre further.our world would be much more caring and harmonious I believe .Often we are all too self absorbed and so damn competitive we give no thought to helping others!!! And I like to believe it comes back to you-and it does! People often let my truck into very busy trafficways-and I always smile and wave them a brief thanks. It takes nothing to smile and help out a wee bit-and you could make someones day!!!!:)

Well, things are slowly building up towards my big move to be with my beautiful gf!!Having booked a trailer,broken my lease,booked a carpet clean and proceed to start packing,things are picking up at an ever increasing pace. to say I can't wait to get out of here is an understatement!!  I look forward to spending my life with Marjorie(her pseudonym hehe),getting to know her properly and sharing all things in life-good and not so good!!! There will be trials and maybe some adjustments,but I feel we can meet these challenges and together overcome any hiccups that may present themselves. As well as this there will be the joys of discovering new things,exploring our shared interests and building a stronger foundation for enjoying each others company for time to come. I have the utmost respect and love for her, and can't believe how she just gets me-something new to me in this world,and its so good to be loved back for being who I am,not for what I can be(as I've had too many times in the past).I may waffle on here sometimes-Its just I can't iterate enough what it all means to me.Words can't often describe all the emotions I feel-because some of them are new to me too!!!

Yay to the future ,to new beginnings and to love-we would all be lost without it.For to love is to live.