Systematic Chaos

We went for a lovely drive to Philip Island today,just my lovely lady and myself. We had some great dim sim and noodles at Cowes there,and just enjoyed each others company. Was a nice day,and I always love to spend time with her. It distracts me from worrying about my lack of employment,and feelings of insecurity and uselessness that accompany this. She is very supportive,and constantly tells me to go for what I want to do. But what about her needs and wants? She is stuck in meaningless work,and would love to do something she likes doing. I'd feel selfish and ignorant wanting to pursue my own goals,and I just want to make a fair contribution to the running of the house,and paying bills etc.And above all,ensure we keep us connected and happy. Above all else,I never want to jeopardise what we have,as she means so much to me :):) and i love her so.....

Yes!Good grief!! I got here in Melbourne on the 2nd of May after a long 12 hour journey, towing 2 ton of stuff but was so glad to arrive safely!!!  And am only just blogging again haha.  Having pretty much settled in with my lovely lady,and adjusted to a few extras such as cute kittens and new puppy, its time to find a job!! Groan for it can be difficult......been here twice before in last 18 months having moved to Qld,then Adelaide! Both places too warm and dry for my liking! However it is green here, quite cool and has lots of close services and so it seems nice people!! Am liking it already!! Its also great to see my beautiful gf every day and not stress about being apart!!!

I miss my daughter a bit, but know she has her own life, and that i can hopefully get her over here soon for visits, once i've gained employment and catch up financially etc....

All in all-it is good to be here and I am relatively happy with all at the moment, the only thing marring this is lack of a job, which I'm sure will be a problem solved very soon!

Been a while since I blogged-but tomorrow is the day of my journey to foreign lands and new beginnings!!The trailer and car is loaded,just got tiny bit of cleaning to do tomorrow and its good bye Adelaide. Have had mixed emotions-excited to be starting life with my beautiful gf, yet sad to be leaving my daughter behind,albeit only an hours plane flight away. I think though with some visits she will see things for what they are-that Dad needs a life too and that she is most welcome anytime. Marjorie too has been moving-working hard to organise a place for both of us bless her heart and wearing herself out in the process! Moving is not often a pleasurable experience-but its the end result that motivates most people. And this move has been a long time coming-long distance relationships are great and all but sooner or later the strain shows,and something needs to be done. And I couldn't be happier being part of M's life and sharing our loves of music and many other things with each other!So yay for tomorrow-and all tomorrows after :)